The days unknown

I feel cold.. Day by day, colder and colder.. I have so much in life, but why am I feeling lacking.. Why the loneliness.. I hope I can hold on to the faith in life, just a bit longer, if I may.. But that void within.. It is never closed.. It just remains there, lie in waiting, waiting to grow.. I am afraid.. I am afraid of myself.. I am afraid of what I might do and how I might change others..